Friday, August 8

hmm

Assalamualaikum,

okay so this is my second entry in this week. idk why tetiba ja rasa macam rajin nak menulis. I mean typing hahah. k tak lawak.. == exam dah dekat lahh. its on 17/8. tapi exam kali ni tak full format sebab diconsidered sbg ujian. so, feelin kinda relieved la sikit. but im still nerbess cuz its really hard to be in form 4. hw bertimbun, oralss, and ect. tension tahu takkkk? haha

until now, I still don't know where to start. like all subjects are very hard. takda satu pun yg senang compared to form three yg subjectnya ada yg senang ada yg susahh. ceyy poyo gilerss.. this year is like a stress year for me. bebell, how about next year? *fainted.. next year is next year lahh, still a few months left.. Nampak tak ciri-ciri org yg tak berwawasan? haha

so, seriously I need someone to teach my how to do addmaths, phy, bio, chem and bla bla.. boleh ja study sendiri tapi lambat sikit lah nk pahamnyerr puunn.. that's why la kena study awal. but what to do? I know i'll study at the very last minute. im the queen of last minute yunnow? masa tu mula lah nak gelabah cuz study tak habis lagi. tdur kul 11 then bangun kul 3 sbb nk study, that is so me..

I hope I can do well in this exam. hope to get straight A's.. haha memang tak lah slagi addmath tu ada..== tapi hope takda fail. Aamin.

badlishians! lets study. kbye

Thursday, August 7

lolss

Assalamualaikum,

wuu lama tak update blog ni. haha. act tadi tengah plan nk bca novel jap. tapi tetiba teringat nk update blog. hahah it sounds funny rite? apa kaitan nk bca novel and update blog. lolls me also don't know. well as we all know its already august 2014. there are few months away bfore 2015. and  guess what. next year im in form 5. *jerit

like seriously? mcam tak caya ja dah nk msuk form 5. so means that dah 4 tahun la aku study kat badlishah. japnyee dah 4 tahun. lelele. next year will be the last year la kan. lepas tu study tempat lain pulak. Aamin haha tu pun klau result SPM nya gempak lah kan.. sometimes, rasa mcam tak sabar nak habis sekolah. ya lah cuz I wanna escape from attending coco, sports, and bla bla.. imma lazy person you know. I would rather staying alone at home rather than attending the coco and sports practices. it suffers me a lot.. like I still can accept the coco cuz I know it is crucial. tapi yg sport practice yg takleh tahan tu. seriously, I really don't know why teachers in my sch are really strict about sports. biar jelah sapa yg active ja datang. kalau reramai kan susah. susah nk control and so on. I hope next year cikgu tak ambil kisah sangat klau ramai students tak datang practice, sukantara and whatever.. haha cuz i'll never come I guess

okay enough with that topic. now, i'll swap to another topic. its about my class. in the previous entry I said I had started to love them right.. but now i'll change it to I only love certain people in my class. hahaha sorry to say but I really cant stand with the boyssss. idk where they come from..== and lagi teruk some of the girls and some of the boys are fighting with each other, so badlyyy.. that's why im not friendly with boys in my class. I gave them my super cold straight face whenever they called me. especially when they wanna borrow my things or my books, i'll give many excuses hahahah. so, they never dare to pick a fight with me. im happy with that actually. at least they will never disturb me. I don't care.. *clapping

yeah that's all for now. entry kali ni is kinda hot I guess. haha sokayy, cuz no one will read this.. pheww. bye :)

Saturday, March 22

holidays and me

 
assalamualaikum



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heyya guys, im so happy when it comes to holiday. I feel so relieved when exam is finally over. the first quarter of 2014 also had passed. time flies so fast..

now, I started to love my new class. I am so lucky to have them as my classmates.. ceyy. but, at the same time, I admitted that I miss my old class so much. 3 years together is too long. so, don't blame me if I often miss them. haha
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old memories are so precious to me
without memories our life is nothing
cause there are nothing to be remembered

im just an ordinary girl
who eat whenever im hungry
who drink whenever im thirsty
who angry whenever I want to
who cry when im hurt
haha

lately, I feel something is not right
somewhere
my soul is empty
so I keep laughing to cheer me up

but I know how to overcome it
I can overcome it by getting closer to Allah
InsyaAllah :)

Now, Malaysia is being tested by Allah
by the lost of  MAS flight MH370
I also feel sad when I knew about this
but what can we do..
we are just the slaves of Allah
we can just pray for their safety

maybe, we made a lot of mistakes before
by forgetting Allah whenever we are happy
and only remembered Him whenever we are sad
whenever we are in trouble
or whenever we want something to be achieved

so this is the way for making us to remember Allah
by testing us with a huge trouble
so, as we can see,
Muslims in Malaysia started to remember Allah again
and the gap between Allah and us is becoming smaller
also, the rapport between us was strengthened again
Alhamdulillah :)

so, I just wanna say that we are just a normal human
stop boasting ourselves
and start lovin' Allah and the people around us
we are just the same
although we are rich or poor
that doesn't seem important in the Hereafter

that's all my entry for today, maybe you are bewildered why I am acting this way all of the sudden, me also don't know. I just wrote the words that came out from my heart. please don't ask me about this when you see me. haha. so, lets love Allah, Nabi Muhammad, our family, friends, teachers and all people around us :) Assalamualaikum

















Tuesday, January 14

sixteen

assalamualaikum..

bonjour everyone, so, as you all know, this is my first entry in 2014.. this year I'm in form 4 which means now i'm sixteen.. time flies so fast..

even though i'm sixteen years old, but I don't feel that im sixteen at all.. my height is still the same!!.. I only gain my weight.. and! it keeps increasing from time to time.. grrrr

but its okay, im okay with it.. maybe i'm not destined to be tall.. as everyone knows "PENDEK ITU COMEL" haha.. so.. let it be, it doesn't seem important to me if everyone is the way higher than me... its OKAY.. chill lah

one more, before I ended my speech for today. I would like to say Salam Maulidur Rasul to all Muslims around the world :) banyakkanlah selawat di hari yang mulia ini.. Assalamualaikum :) and one more, even though aku tak selalu update blog ni, tapi blogviews selalu bertambah.. and I don't know why.. sapalah yg tengok blog buruk kite ni.. I wonder =.= kbye

 

lots of love
Nabylla_Zaini :)